Mail for Maya II

Dear Maya,
I think this is my second mail that i've sent to you within this week. Too much to talk huh. How are you? It's been ages i didn't hear anything from you and u never reply me back. Maya, still remember my promise to you that i'll never change what eva will happened in my future? Maybe i have to break my promise. People are easily influenced when they cant think rational. They eager to believe their own ego. No more positive thinking. All the memories were gone in just a second. When we speak the truth, it doesn't matter anymore. Now i make another promise that i will change as people always talking about. I'll grant their wishes. Turn it into reality. Now Maya, u'll see me as an new person. VERY EASY person. No more complicated. I'll accept everything & everyone who comes to me. This is what they want me to be. Try to accept everything with smile, with laugh without thinking others. Put them aside and be more selfish. Live my life.. "Life's too short to think about other people" Errmm.. i have to apply this quote in my entire life after this i guess.. Maybe it's more EASIER than i've thought. At the first place they said... "bla bla bla..." Now they're saying... "We did it because we want you to get over it.. So, we lied to you and you can stop thinking about others.. deeply sorry.." 'Thanks' folks for the confusion you've made. I'm an EASY PERSON right, so they think i can accept what ever they did to me. Yaaa.. As they wished!

Love,

Jia...

Mail for Maya I

Dear Maya,
What is really happen in my life? I cant even figure it out by myself. Like a huge puzzle that i have to figure it by my own. When it comes to happiness, the dark will grab it in just a second. What should i do? Maya, i need your help to show me the way. At least you can give me just a little bit of hint so i can reach the 'light'. Its too dark here. darker than before. I took my breath, took it deep and i've tried to calm myself. Seems like world don't like me to be an independent girl. When everybody busy to see me like a girl who never needed anyone. You know, those days are gone. Sometimes i feel so insecure. I feel like i want to run as fast as i can until the end of the world. Im glad im still the old Jia that u knw before. I've never changed. I dont knw how i'll feel, maybe tomorrow will be a different day for me. A fake hope as usual. But i'll never give up. Not at all. U'd tought me a lot. I know i can stand by my own. What ever it takes, i have to stick with it. That's my promise!

Love,
Jia...

Facebook's Freak!

Dammit! My Facebook have been hacked!!! So, sorry guys if ada antara korang yang dah takde dalam friendlist aku. I'll fix it as soon as possible.. Thanks!

"Issues"

THE SATURDAYS - ISSUES

Sometimes

I Feel like I’m going out of
My mind,
Boy the way you do me is a
damn crime,
But then you smile at me
and its all right,

With you there aint nothin' in between,
Every time that I walk out the door,
Tell myself I can't take it no more,
There’s a part of me won't let you go
Keep saying yes when my minds saying no,

Me and my heart we got issues,
Don’t know if I should hate you or miss you,
Damn, I wish that I could resist you,
Can't decide if I should leave you or kiss you.
Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues.
We got issues, issues, issues.

Its so wrong, boy you leave me hangin' for so long,
You empty out my love until its all gone,
You change the words but still it's the same song,
I’m tired of the melody.

Change my number and throw out your clothes,
But my feelings for you, it still shows,
I keep building the walls round my heart,
But then I see you, and it all falls apart...

Me and my heart we got issues,
Don’t know if I should hate you or miss you,
Damn, I wish that I could resist you,
Can't decide if I should leave you or kiss you.
Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues.
We got issues, issues, issues.

Why fight it, cant hide it
Truth is I think I like it,
Confusion, illusions
Still I don’t know which way to go….

Me and my heart we got issues,
Don’t know if I should hate you or miss you,
Damn, I wish that I could resist you,
Can't decide if I should leave you or kiss you.

Me and my heart we got issues
Don’t know whether I should hate you or miss you.
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P/S: what a coincident!

Another GREAT story...=D

Mak ai.. dah bape lama aku tak tulis blog. Lately banyak sgt keje kottt. Lots of assignments & final project to be done before final. Hadoi!
Tahun ni raya kurang meriah sikit. Cikcu Aya balik johor, Iman and family pun balik Johor. So, tak meriah la sangat raya ni. Lagipun time raya pun still ada assignment yang kene setel. Kira sem nie sem paling sibuk prnah aku lalui.
Baru-baru nie ada UNISEL nye open house. Gempak gak la event diorg buat kali nie. As usual aku jadi part of the crew. Just for the publisiti event tu. Then semalam ada open house for Fakulti aku plak. Dean's List Award Ceremony & Hari Raya Festival for Faculty of Communication & Media at UNISEL. Mula-mula datang macam tak ramai yang hadir. Sedih gak bila tengok sikit orang mcm tu. bila dah lama-lama baru ramai yang join. Biasalah ramai yang bangun lewat kot. haha! the best part is.. i've got the dean's award! Alhamdulillah.. aku pun tak sangka.. Happy sangat! Hasil belajar selama ni berbaloi. TNC plak yang kasi award coz dia memang rapat ngn prof. ALi. MAdam Gina nak buat suprise for student yg dapat dean's award but unfortunately, ada masalah tecnical. Its ok madam, kitorang enjoy event tu. Thanks alot btw coz buat suprise tuk kitorg. really appreciate it. =D
Hujung event got photo session and dance! they brought the roof down. yaiy! Havoc gilerrr... gempak!
The songs, photo session, the dance!!!! Wow! And lastly thanks alot for the award.. Will do my very best in future.. InsyaAllah.. =D
Banyak gak open house musim2 raya nie... Resak raya lagi! UNISEL! Fakulty of MASSCOM! umah sana.. umah sini.. perghhh, kenyang makan lauk raya... =D

P/S: More pictures on Facebook!

Soulmate by Natasha Bedingfield

Incompatible, it don't matter though

'cos someone's bound to hear my cry

Speak out if you do you're not easy to find

Is it possible Mr. Loveableis already in my life?

right in front of meor maybe you're in disguise

Who doesn't long for someone to hold

who knows how to love you without being told

somebody tell me why I'm on my own

if there's a soulmate for everyone

Here we are again, circles never end

how do I find the perfect fit

here's enough for everyone

but I'm still waiting in line

Who doesn't long for someone to hold

who knows how to love you without being told

somebody tell me why I'm on my own

if there's a soulmate for everyone

Most relationships seem so transitory

They're all good but not the permanent one

Who doesn't long for someone to hold

who knows how to love you without being told

somebody tell me why I'm on my own

if there's a soulmate for everyone

P/S; Every good song surely describes someone's life experience, so this song perfectly written with awesome voice. Somehow, i always wonder myself if we will all get lucky and find a soulmate.. Seems unlikely coz i cant find one myself.. Not yet.. Btw, i loves the music, the sound of guitar, i loves the wording too... very meaningful...=D

.::True Buddies::.

"A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart, and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words."

.::YOU'VE GOT FRIEND::.

When your down and troubled

And you need a helping hand And nothing,

oh nothing is going right

Close your eyes and think of me

And soon I will be there

To brighten up even your darkest nights
You just call out my name

And you know where ever I am

I'll come running yeah to see you again

Winter, Spring, Summer or Fall

All you gotta do is call And I'll be there,

You've got a friend
If the sky above you

Should turn dark and full of clouds

And that old north wind should begin to blow

Keep your head together And call my name out loud,

Soon I'll be knocking upon your door
Hey ain't it good to know that you've got a friend

People can be so cold

They'll hurt you and desert you

Well they'll take your soul if you let them but don't you let them.

P/S: Sorry it's just a radomly picked by me. Nak letak semua pics kawan-kawan yang rapat mcm banyak la plak. But these are the most closest friends i eva had. Ada yang dah mcm family pun ada.. Alwayz be there when im in trouble. Hook up on ur guys.. You've been a good listeners, gave me advices & being my problem solvers... Always beside me.. Gembira & Duka kita share sama-sama...Thanks guys...~~!!! XOXO!!!